where to from here?

I've made some life changing decisions lately and its been a hard road to get there and continue on that path. Its become a road of guilt trips, anxiety, and just plain hard. Am I over emotional? at the moment I am. I have pushed people away for various reasons, I have pushed myself beyond limits and beyond emotional limits and I have felt very pressured by many things around me and by me. So. I ask myself? Where to from here. Well, The way I have been feeling I have wanted to give up, I have wanted someone to take me in their arms and tell me its the right thing to do, and I will be better for the stand that I have made. Is there someone that will do that? No, There never is in situations like that, Its a lonely road but a worthwhile one. I have to make these decisions by myself for myself and be comfortable in my own skin and my own thought processes. How do I get there?
Well the only way I can think of to get there is to set goals and to strive towards them. Have I set some goals yet? Yes. I have made some big ones some small ones and some that I may need a little help with. I will get through this, I have to for my own sake. I need to be the person I am inside, not the person I feel I have become. I need to let my light shine before the world so that I may be remembered, not by a label, but because I am a worthwhile human being.