Monday, 7 November 2011
am i really crazy?
I am feelins so trapped in my head at the moment and I dont know how to say it or what to say to be honest, I feel like I am in an isolated world of fear, anger, dread, torture and well isolation. I feel like I am a burden to society, my partner, my children and family. There is no rhyme or reason to these feelings but they are not normal nor do they feel ok. there are so many faults, misguidances, and out right mistakes that I can not seem to learn from change or deal with. Am I crazy? am I bipolar? schitz? anything? The dr says no, but my mood swings have been out of control and I feel very flighty and when the flightiness comes so does the fear. the fear of what my life feels like it has become, the fear of what will be, and the fear of what I see in the mirror. I am trying so hard to remain strong and positive, happy and courageous, but I seem to have slipped.
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:( these feeling aren't good bub, they are signs of depression personally i think you should seek a second opinion. your doctor could be basing what you are feeling on what he knows of you home life. I know what it is like to feel like this i have been where you are helpless alone isolated trapped. you are not nor have you ever been alone
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